Showing posts with label dzrption. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dzrption. Show all posts

Saturday, January 2, 2010

what does comfort look like?


i'm feeling like my life is a jealous lover. i am resentful and hurt. i have nothing to be ashamed of and all i really want is comfort from the people i love.
of course, nothing at all has really happened. the only things that have happened are subtle things, things that may or may not only exist in my mind.
i am tired of the winter. i am so tired of feeling guilty and aggressive.
i am especially tired of wanting and wanting, and never getting what i want.

on the bright side, after five years, my wart is finally going away.