and ye shall be as gods. knowing both good and evil.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Saturday, January 2, 2010
what does comfort look like?
i'm feeling like my life is a jealous lover. i am resentful and hurt. i have nothing to be ashamed of and all i really want is comfort from the people i love.
of course, nothing at all has really happened. the only things that have happened are subtle things, things that may or may not only exist in my mind.
i am tired of the winter. i am so tired of feeling guilty and aggressive.
i am especially tired of wanting and wanting, and never getting what i want.
on the bright side, after five years, my wart is finally going away.
of course, nothing at all has really happened. the only things that have happened are subtle things, things that may or may not only exist in my mind.
i am tired of the winter. i am so tired of feeling guilty and aggressive.
i am especially tired of wanting and wanting, and never getting what i want.
on the bright side, after five years, my wart is finally going away.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
life and death
There is so much death surrounding me. and at the same time, so much celebration of life.
people i love losing people they love, people i love bringing new life into the world, people who love each other pledging their lives to one another.
my reality has turned much more serious.
how do i deal with all these things. of course some are joyful and others painful but, i want to give equal attention to both.
if before life was a distant acquaintance, now life is slapping me in the face.
i wish i had some help.
people i love losing people they love, people i love bringing new life into the world, people who love each other pledging their lives to one another.
my reality has turned much more serious.
how do i deal with all these things. of course some are joyful and others painful but, i want to give equal attention to both.
if before life was a distant acquaintance, now life is slapping me in the face.
i wish i had some help.
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