tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58534944967062163962024-03-13T14:12:14.710-07:00GLASSES.i am exceedingly diverted.April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.comBlogger18125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-71011202999476543182010-01-29T21:22:00.001-08:002010-01-29T21:31:33.172-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim_3e8o2JEQaSc_vwHhCHaRFvmc1SJbt6s9j4Vn0MTXTZE23bVgkyUhgDG9nzmJhVYhAo9nap8NYmUcvyK3PADN5RVZQ-6aNzVMZj6cJa-3cOMmxwpDVp4lIt6Fgvn06g5EWysf4K9JxST/s1600-h/lewd.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 270px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim_3e8o2JEQaSc_vwHhCHaRFvmc1SJbt6s9j4Vn0MTXTZE23bVgkyUhgDG9nzmJhVYhAo9nap8NYmUcvyK3PADN5RVZQ-6aNzVMZj6cJa-3cOMmxwpDVp4lIt6Fgvn06g5EWysf4K9JxST/s320/lewd.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432400267673125346" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSvc_2dYsGiquvagtXpsEwudv9X32jn6azN5zd1dpoopA8rzlvuzPrbhlue8RrPWJUcQuBHu8E4_kPMBITQyGUbzJkJUfNdibyT8grFkMjITC8P1YTsnWD8f7jZCLHeOKDV3ik-FR7ih4m/s1600-h/new+ideas.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 242px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSvc_2dYsGiquvagtXpsEwudv9X32jn6azN5zd1dpoopA8rzlvuzPrbhlue8RrPWJUcQuBHu8E4_kPMBITQyGUbzJkJUfNdibyT8grFkMjITC8P1YTsnWD8f7jZCLHeOKDV3ik-FR7ih4m/s320/new+ideas.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432400121124628466" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDz8eBLuYoigv5vpUzgRpYqf4zwwO2DL7O9febX54NwejXCK-i7a-eyUTqlCzokdJS-zoMnjoI-OWrUtG3o8xrhs91Z8WRA23RHNycXfALuxvn2-KYSFV3xIv4FUbXbmfRK9bcjeoOjqpV/s1600-h/fools.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 315px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDz8eBLuYoigv5vpUzgRpYqf4zwwO2DL7O9febX54NwejXCK-i7a-eyUTqlCzokdJS-zoMnjoI-OWrUtG3o8xrhs91Z8WRA23RHNycXfALuxvn2-KYSFV3xIv4FUbXbmfRK9bcjeoOjqpV/s320/fools.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432400007877048930" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPgHa1lW-WOJ1tp_2UZpIZEvpo-B33xah9QmqSXixoXwEjE-AeKEh4t7C-HuvnxLvxkYaS6WVfqF3coL5kADZeVv1kX2toXDGGCV604mQOKBmfXLdMQayYq82qsOHPnbNQBF2tFbkLPQmh/s1600-h/deamon.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPgHa1lW-WOJ1tp_2UZpIZEvpo-B33xah9QmqSXixoXwEjE-AeKEh4t7C-HuvnxLvxkYaS6WVfqF3coL5kADZeVv1kX2toXDGGCV604mQOKBmfXLdMQayYq82qsOHPnbNQBF2tFbkLPQmh/s320/deamon.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432399884708549282" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKNCqM2cLU4Hc5NV1abTUXpKtr6W_60xjGx5r3yNKHlFwqceBLl-6LO-el5P9QPHdiJikHFhKLxg7p9QZXxcZpkWNbiJlp3VB6RBqLML_huKnOltq2x56xcYqy6_Y6ZWu68gYqHklE9TyQ/s1600-h/consulting+the+oracle.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 190px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKNCqM2cLU4Hc5NV1abTUXpKtr6W_60xjGx5r3yNKHlFwqceBLl-6LO-el5P9QPHdiJikHFhKLxg7p9QZXxcZpkWNbiJlp3VB6RBqLML_huKnOltq2x56xcYqy6_Y6ZWu68gYqHklE9TyQ/s320/consulting+the+oracle.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432399746823927410" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhO9dcrSrm8uo9JI3ZTHnJg5A8mie8f35xNBF7eghnn5BKWhX6mI3HGHIrr0XCmyfdtxYGYYoVBRadElpOHUx_Qivsi6nxPvLwsijF5S7i9pL0cpnOBWMNOfcO7YfcrsObBa9jFJSb0nO0b/s1600-h/watchin+me.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 317px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhO9dcrSrm8uo9JI3ZTHnJg5A8mie8f35xNBF7eghnn5BKWhX6mI3HGHIrr0XCmyfdtxYGYYoVBRadElpOHUx_Qivsi6nxPvLwsijF5S7i9pL0cpnOBWMNOfcO7YfcrsObBa9jFJSb0nO0b/s320/watchin+me.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432399028938212194" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">and ye shall be as gods. knowing both good and evil.<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-6475910809886895282010-01-02T20:24:00.000-08:002010-01-02T20:34:54.182-08:00what does comfort look like?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TmW6s-kBCNE/S0AcklWkOqI/AAAAAAAAAEQ/GaBGYT9GPOg/s1600-h/30.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_TmW6s-kBCNE/S0AcklWkOqI/AAAAAAAAAEQ/GaBGYT9GPOg/s320/30.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422365366181706402" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">i'm feeling like my life is a jealous lover. i am resentful and hurt. i have nothing to be ashamed of and all i really want is comfort from the people i love.<br />of course, nothing at all has really happened. the only things that have happened are subtle things, things that may or may not only exist in my mind.<br />i am tired of the winter. i am so tired of feeling guilty and aggressive.<br />i am especially tired of wanting and wanting, and never getting what i want.<br /><br />on the bright side, after five years, my wart is finally going away.<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-7232711497025607242009-12-31T15:12:00.001-08:002009-12-31T15:18:22.950-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TmW6s-kBCNE/Sz0wjEybrZI/AAAAAAAAAEI/BxJByK53bOM/s1600-h/snapshot20080507210359.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_TmW6s-kBCNE/Sz0wjEybrZI/AAAAAAAAAEI/BxJByK53bOM/s320/snapshot20080507210359.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421542905562770834" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjhUdcZgKYVGUwf5ypkeg36p9ujCP7UDWYD40f2LP9SrZoqwylxcCwdeVP6RQXR2MK0O1ZY3Y0AOc8s5lNlYpUK9LnaPP7sA6_xifXlks5JF2vHfk-WXTOo8vWnIgSYuR1OTojaW-FT6wj/s1600-h/12.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjhUdcZgKYVGUwf5ypkeg36p9ujCP7UDWYD40f2LP9SrZoqwylxcCwdeVP6RQXR2MK0O1ZY3Y0AOc8s5lNlYpUK9LnaPP7sA6_xifXlks5JF2vHfk-WXTOo8vWnIgSYuR1OTojaW-FT6wj/s320/12.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421542537744356594" border="0" /></a><br />i really hope that i don't end up having the kind of face that looks like it's smelling bad cheese all the time.<br />but, i like it when people make this face. i think it's funny.<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-5033024736623474212009-08-27T15:24:00.000-07:002009-08-27T15:29:48.579-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">been waving a mugwort wand around my foot to rid myself of hatred and warts.<br /><br /><br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-66650868948955577842009-07-21T21:34:00.001-07:002009-07-21T21:52:53.824-07:00embarassment seems to be the main theme in my life.<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e73/gregfromireland/kate_bush_gallery_11.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 370px; height: 327px;" src="http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e73/gregfromireland/kate_bush_gallery_11.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />i've realized that i am really freaked out by my own success. how do i fix this?<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-16583246599805030452009-07-19T14:50:00.000-07:002009-07-19T14:55:48.646-07:00life and death<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYkQEXsXyA6Oxt_d7okBpRFyU-U0zTAKSLXwtlaMRVpFouDr5ntHxLbjf5Qb2v8IPAcStf47xIjEJlcY5Q4x_GHr96eI-r6KY8Xf_F2fTE29rhtU0d20AkiKltpn9LQBsc8iE93eWabUxk/s1600-h/nightbright.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYkQEXsXyA6Oxt_d7okBpRFyU-U0zTAKSLXwtlaMRVpFouDr5ntHxLbjf5Qb2v8IPAcStf47xIjEJlcY5Q4x_GHr96eI-r6KY8Xf_F2fTE29rhtU0d20AkiKltpn9LQBsc8iE93eWabUxk/s320/nightbright.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360293248242934898" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">There is so much death surrounding me. and at the same time, so much celebration of life.<br />people i love losing people they love, people i love bringing new life into the world, people who love each other pledging their lives to one another.<br />my reality has turned much more serious.<br />how do i deal with all these things. of course some are joyful and others painful but, i want to give equal attention to both.<br />if before life was a distant acquaintance, now life is slapping me in the face.<br />i wish i had some help.<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-87028100856538844422009-06-30T11:12:00.000-07:002009-06-30T11:15:16.466-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_BHER9CWRY0K_PPaoP8_3hiObBM6dQK3zCSQu6W6gL_XnUAB6zdUp2BuJbtlpOHIAu0wU4B6scKBs2WKWrKZ1iChCmCKcvoB_g3GN_bN2L3e1UbgdyrBLMraWqMcWnBLe81nkD7IMcwZX/s1600-h/old+geisha.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 215px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_BHER9CWRY0K_PPaoP8_3hiObBM6dQK3zCSQu6W6gL_XnUAB6zdUp2BuJbtlpOHIAu0wU4B6scKBs2WKWrKZ1iChCmCKcvoB_g3GN_bN2L3e1UbgdyrBLMraWqMcWnBLe81nkD7IMcwZX/s320/old+geisha.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353185663877635330" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiChJ9TwC2Aw6CI8a8R0_JnQ2h7zIW7_F0mXjQDU48UnIHeOnGkfn4AvBNv94yvdlrKlAqjPqloUEHKA9PHzwGHLVhLVy6YzCKd3UcZY66oSc__AZdonBw3YbsSq7DBX_uEzbejBt1_sVIO/s1600-h/bamboo+house.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 224px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiChJ9TwC2Aw6CI8a8R0_JnQ2h7zIW7_F0mXjQDU48UnIHeOnGkfn4AvBNv94yvdlrKlAqjPqloUEHKA9PHzwGHLVhLVy6YzCKd3UcZY66oSc__AZdonBw3YbsSq7DBX_uEzbejBt1_sVIO/s320/bamboo+house.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353185569008848258" border="0" /></a><br />i am going to work at an adult entertainment establishment. as a waitress.<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-14987055522589394072009-06-10T19:18:00.000-07:002009-06-10T19:20:15.909-07:00ugh, fucking, whatever.April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-78744007918565876762009-06-06T16:49:00.000-07:002009-06-06T16:51:09.839-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">i let my cat to the grossest things.<br />i feed her salmon and i let her eat it on my sheets.<br />the salmon oils saturating and her kitty saliva making a little puddle on the bed.<br />but she's so cute!<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-30159635367597071922009-06-06T16:19:00.000-07:002009-06-14T11:34:37.855-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">1. What is your current obsession?</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> meat cake comics, coconut popsicles.</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">2. What is your weirdest obsession? </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">the twlight saga? picking zits.<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">3. What do you see outside your window?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">I-90, beacon hill, the house next door.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">4. What is your favourite colour?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">cobalt blue<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">5. What is your weakness?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">doughnuts, fluffly dogs and cats, pavel.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">6. What animal would you be?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">a cat. or an otter.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">7. What would you like to learn how to do?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">blow glass, fix a bike, grow tomatoes, open a beer with a lighter, make kombucha, use a knitting machine, look beautiful in photographs every time, irish dance, speak russian, german, spanish and hindi, sail a boat, ice skate backwards, shoot a gun.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">8. What do you want to never happen in life?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">for people to freak out when they hear the truth, and for people to not lie.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">9. What is on your bedside table?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">kleenex roses, bottle of water, journal, pen, book, medications<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">10. What's the last thing you bought?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">gas for my car.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">11. What do you think about the person that tagged you?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">no one tagged me. i got this quiz off of olivia's blog. maybe she'll think i'm a creep for reading her blog annoymously...i don't mean it meliciously.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">12. What was your favourite children's book?</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">cloudy with a chance of meatballs.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">13. Who do you want to meet in person?</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">i don't know...<br /></span></span></div></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 20px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">14. What did you want to be as a child?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> a romantic lady, an mystical angel, and dangerous witch, loved by a beautiful man.<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">15. What did you dream about last night?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">i don't remember, probably pavel.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">16. Which do you prefer, day or night?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">coudy days.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">17. What's your favourite piece of clothing in your closet?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> my black, lace up, high heeled stevie nicks boots.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">18. What's your plan for tomorrow?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> more homework.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">19. What would you like to get your hands on right now?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">hair dye. more vicodin.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">20. What is your must have of the moment?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> all my homework done magically.<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">21. What's your favourite tea flavour? </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">ginger<br /></span></span></div></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><span style=""><div style="text-align: center;"><span style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">22. If you could go anywhere is the world right now, where would you go?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">where pavel is. but maybe to seal beach, but i'd want to bring friends (mostly pavel).<br /></span></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><br /></span></span></div></span></span>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-18992386611917800372009-06-04T22:57:00.001-07:002009-06-04T22:58:19.496-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">I am very hurt and confused, and it is my own damn fault.<br />my feelings are too intense.<br />uncontrollable.<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-37775332920550054632009-06-02T20:38:00.000-07:002009-06-02T20:41:02.124-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i201.photobucket.com/albums/aa243/cleobuss/Dark%20World/group%20pictures/314px-Lilith_John_Collier_painting.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 314px; height: 598px;" src="http://i201.photobucket.com/albums/aa243/cleobuss/Dark%20World/group%20pictures/314px-Lilith_John_Collier_painting.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">mother of all demons<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-7838464062915541042009-05-31T13:01:00.000-07:002009-05-31T13:07:54.564-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-rQVP4sc48jhyphenhyphencv31kL6M3miijVxvZfFXAdbmSwjjAiEwkr4ZKwogH2lTRZKQ4mvY1Qs7XiyLedqQz-wbC0rkoa0rdIi1Fu0s91TB1z__QmqfT6fs0Pq-3Kh1SgHdb7dRmwdoq-9Advjz/s1600-h/romeo+et+juliet.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-rQVP4sc48jhyphenhyphencv31kL6M3miijVxvZfFXAdbmSwjjAiEwkr4ZKwogH2lTRZKQ4mvY1Qs7XiyLedqQz-wbC0rkoa0rdIi1Fu0s91TB1z__QmqfT6fs0Pq-3Kh1SgHdb7dRmwdoq-9Advjz/s320/romeo+et+juliet.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5342081535166872562" border="0" /></a><br />i feel really bad. but a minute ago i was feeling really good.<br />what's up with that?<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-7748814910823955712009-05-29T10:09:00.000-07:002009-05-29T10:11:19.202-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">i don't wanna!!<br /><br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-3480827061432192762009-05-28T12:08:00.000-07:002009-05-28T12:12:48.300-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi67DJUcswc-W9NSt59tBcAMbBCwmZImCAff2Ssuk6ocdc3CQljd-Dpsfs9mYjWNWMsi5NCS0QBsVs3j4u_6FgMsKUFh_G9HC2O8D5WE0TfpToWQ0JnG1zvL5yYtzwMByzxiJHa74MTFjx3/s1600-h/snapshot20090223153929.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi67DJUcswc-W9NSt59tBcAMbBCwmZImCAff2Ssuk6ocdc3CQljd-Dpsfs9mYjWNWMsi5NCS0QBsVs3j4u_6FgMsKUFh_G9HC2O8D5WE0TfpToWQ0JnG1zvL5yYtzwMByzxiJHa74MTFjx3/s320/snapshot20090223153929.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340954756149280258" border="0" /></a><br />unshakable, complete embarassment<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-57260302208138705722009-05-28T10:27:00.000-07:002009-05-28T10:28:43.024-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TmW6s-kBCNE/Sh7JtBA5IvI/AAAAAAAAADE/KxOE4kX1ldE/s1600-h/my+love.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TmW6s-kBCNE/Sh7JtBA5IvI/AAAAAAAAADE/KxOE4kX1ldE/s320/my+love.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340927983311463154" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-44383305650534487702009-05-27T22:38:00.000-07:002009-05-27T22:42:18.893-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi01RlF1ZKI3twgyIBtZofwbI2O8kZy5gHulpMAvTQxlcuFi44cKjH8pIdizF1w5MMT6X1qxN5-44tfmtlA8pXTxspTZYm9Nxz6V8wwUXPXFiPN0BY1LHev5jPmnli000E7ptKwMVaCGjRX/s1600-h/dirty+face.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2aEtnhlL7DNeAQxEHIdcN4cGoZmQdSHoyp_RFvCK2XrNmmR98N8LrrE1VGuwWSbAtGQBKUTqcOrRydRuxsHYZV8TAOyBKe0M_-fceY6tS3KA04oo7LLPWPfPXKYFuVmstdfHS-TsHhD5L/s320/adobe.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340745343153565234" border="0" /></a><br />i want to just close my eyes, and have it be.<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5853494496706216396.post-53492500160903426842009-05-24T14:21:00.000-07:002009-05-24T14:27:13.136-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9U1pleYd8oiGY9g_FENHDYcqLD6kPjteV_L8G8lqCO0eZSmb3LEafkSvZfC-dzXpL8Y2fem4vDTYCBz4eFvfWOXUtjnwReu0bQ4Z9YqoCKdiHj2JfkNrCD-E-iqK9mXmhvGRMK252cTHt/s1600-h/hee_haw1975i_will_always_love_you01.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 219px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9U1pleYd8oiGY9g_FENHDYcqLD6kPjteV_L8G8lqCO0eZSmb3LEafkSvZfC-dzXpL8Y2fem4vDTYCBz4eFvfWOXUtjnwReu0bQ4Z9YqoCKdiHj2JfkNrCD-E-iqK9mXmhvGRMK252cTHt/s320/hee_haw1975i_will_always_love_you01.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339504523820923266" border="0" /></a><br />general embarrassment<br /></div>April Dawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13477529025716676715noreply@blogger.com0